Everyone have his/her own dreams, wishes, thoughts, fantasies, views.
and everyone finds a way or other to bring these things INSIDE OUT.
Some speak OUT their INSIDE to the people around like friends,
Some who dont have people around to bring their INSIDE OUT uses
different ways like
some draws their INSIDE on plan canvas with beautiful colors
some writes their INSIDE on plan paper with beautiful words..
and some let it INSIDE
I have lots of dreams, fantacies, wishes that keeps bubbling INSIDE me,
so i found this way to bring these things OUT of me.
I am loving it writing whats INSIDE me OUT here.
and i am getting passionate about it
and i am trying to fuel this new passion of mine like others,
and will try to sustain it as long as possible.
I have given my blogs name as INSIDE OUT
TRYING TO BRING WHAT'S INSIDE ME.. OUT.
WHY BLOGGING.
LIFE
Everyone in his/her own life learns lots of things. And all these things are taught by our own life.
I always call my life as a BEST TEACHER.
Whenever i had an doubt it cleared my thoughts.
Whenever i was weak it gave me strength.
Whenever i was wrong it corrected me.
Whenever i was in dark it gave me light.
But my life taught me things in very harder way..
Whenever i felt that i am best person around
It made me realise that i am the worse person that people know.
Whenever i felt that i am best in subject
It made me realise that i am worse as i failed in it.
Whenever i felt that i have good friends
It made me realise that they already had stabbed me on my back.
Whenever i felt that i am around lot of people
It made me realise that i am alone in the crowd.
Whenever i felt that i know the person
It made me realise that i am stranger to him.
Whenever i felt that i can walk the till the end of road
It made me realise that i am standing at dead end.
Whenever i felt that things are better now
It made me realise that more worse things are waiting to happen.
Whenever i felt that i am smarter than the person next to me
It made me realise that i am dumbest in crowd.
When i felt that i am flying
It made me realise that i am falling down.
Whenever i felt that i am standing i front of my best friend
It made me realise that i am standing in front of mirror.
Everyone's life have lot of things to teach, it only waits for the best moment to teach.
Some learn quicker some slower,
Some learn early some later,
Some learn some didnt.
But life always keep trying to teach us.
Some thoughts that made me think and my life forced me to change my thinking.
1. At an old age when you summerise your life then u will be having more regrets for not doing the
things then doing the things. So do what ever you wanted to do.. there is only one life.
2. You never lose by loving .. you lose by holding back. If you love someone go and say.
3. How many people you remember now that were with you 20yrs back.
If you are remembered by even 5 people after 20 years when u last met .. you lived your life else you wasted your life.
4. Never dream your dreams.. live your dreams.
5. Work like you don't need the money,
Love like you've never been hurt,
And dance like no one is watching.
6. If you keep judging people, you will never get time to love them.
GOD
GOD is defined as the one Supreme Being, the creator and ruler of the universe in dictionary.
From the very beginning when my parents introduced me to god they said he/she have created the world, created all the things on this planet and also created human beings.
And also lot of other epic stories about god i saw on tv.
And all the sources depicted GOD as supreme power with very kind hearted, always forgiving etc etc all the positive things... and no negative.. when i asked about this i got only one answer that GOD is never wrong, GOD cant do anything wrong etc etc etc.
Lets first talk about the faith people have in GOD.
Only one thing i want to ask to the people who pray to GOD or let me put my question in another way.
Just imagine one day while you are offering your prayer to GOD suddenly a very heavy voice that you have never heard before asks you for your one wish, and you just said that i want to see you GOD.. Then if the voise asks you if you really want to see me and have faith in me just put some petrol on yourself and set yourself on fire, and i promise you that i will show myself to you and the fire will not harm you.
Now how many people will trust this thing and set themself on fire... i really want to know the figure..
Lets talk about prayer now..
People used to pray to GOD in different ways and for different purposes, some thanks GOD for the things that are given to them by GOD, some ask for new things, and some do for their internal peace.
The most common thing i found in people who prays to GOD is that they are afraid of GOD that if GOD gets angry to them then hell will break loose on them.
Here is my another question n very straight forward this time.. Does god have ever said that if you do not pray to me i will punish you. You have to pray and offer me flowers and prasad daily otherwise i will not be responsibe for the things that will happen to you.
I know GOD have never said this things because he is very kind hearted LOLZZZZ.
Now lets talk about the people.
I saw lot of people donating hundreds of rupees in temples but at the door of that very temple
they dont have even a single rupee to give to the poor people. Strange isnt it.
Now all people will be thinking that what i want to prove here, and the answer is. I got nothing to prove HERE.
Finally the GOD, the most generous, kind hearted, always forgiving, knows everything, etc etc...
A very simple question here.. do everyone thinks in the same way that GOD is such an awesome perosnality..... i think.. no, not everyone thinks the same.
The person sitting in a luxury car on a red light and a beggar standing beside his car window will not define the god in same way.
Now again i got lots of questions here..
Why GOD made some people so poor and some so rich?
The answer i got is that the GOD cant make everyone equal.
If GOD cant make everyone rich then he can make that his all people get basic things of life?
Then answer i got is that they are suffering for their bad things they might have done.
But i dont think that a 10 yr old can do anything wrong.
Then the answer i got is that they might have done in their previous birth.
Then why people call GOD a kind hearted and forgiving when he cant forgive people for their previous birth and he make a kid suffer.
For this i never got any answer.
Then again i said that i think humans are more kind hearted and generous then GOD, there are
lot of people who runs various NGOs to help poor people and they also forgive.
On this the answer i got is that the GOD had made rich people to help poor.
The answer is very illogical and i cant argue on it... This really saved the day for the GOD and hence his image.
BUT..
Only question that remains is.. Why do we need GOD?
TO ask for things from him.
TO thanks him for what he have given.
TO blame for what he havent given
TO make worst things of life good.
TO clear our exams that we wrote.
TO blame him for enemies success.
TO blame him for own's failure
TO leave something on him so that u can blame him if u do not get it.
(If i missed anything here.. let me know)
I proved what i wanted to prove HERE.
