I want to be a CHILD again

I want to be a child again, that's what all of my friends are wishing.. if not all then mostly. i am also craving to be a child again. But why at this point of time we all want to go back in time and call that a golden era of our life, when at that time we all want to grow up go out of school and want to earn money.. and when we are earning some bucks we want to go back.. strange isnt it.

So what has changed between now and then, we have changed or the world around us has changed, i say the world around us has changed and we are all the same what we used to.

I even now want to do what i used to do in school time that is i want to run, i want to jump, i want to fall and want to get hurt, i want to scream, i want to be mad and crazy. Then who is stopping me, The WORLD around me is stopping me.

The person i used to sit at that time is my friend and now i sit with people with whome i am competing, i am competing to get ahead of them, and they are also doing the same. Big change i must say.

Now i can't shout or scream at my workplace, if my voice is heard by even single extra person i will be called uncivilized. That was not the case at that time.

I want to be mad and crazy, want to be happy at every moment coz i never know when life will slip away from me. But its hard to be like that now.

Every passing day i am getting burdened by the responsibilities and the competition and every passing day the child inside me is growing, dying to come out and breathe freely in the air free from responsibilites and competition.

The money is not giving me any happiness neither any material thing only i want a free air to breathe.. a freedom.

I dont want to be a child again, I want to live a life like a child.